where do I start?

Everytime I lie in bed at night I think of all the many things I have to do and I constantly ask myself... Where do I start. I have accumulated so much stuff over the last 7 years. Everything I see I believe and tell myself I may need it one day, but to make things easier on myself I just wanna get rid of everything. How do you store something and come back in 27 months and continue to utilize it. Then I think to myself what if I am not strong enough to complete the entire 27 months and I get rid of all my things and then I need them? I have to start packing one day I just don't know when!

Where do I start with this language lessons? I am reading over and listening to these lessons and I immediately get overwhelmed and anxiety kicks in.

I had a pretty good weekend. Did nothing extra special, I really just took time out to relax and handle some business. Finally got my aspiration statement in on Saturday and I was in the house all day. I also was able to get alot of stuff off my chest and communicate with a person that I don't talk to often and that made the day better. Sunday was filled with church!! I also went to see my old roommiee toommmiee in a fashion/hair show. Glad to have had today off... Happy Martin Luther King Day! I want to Thank Dr. King for all he has done for equality. I wonder if it wasn't for Dr. King what direction have my life went in and whether I would be where I am today? Never know, but everything is possible because someone made it possible!

Gnite!